Monday, July 04, 2016

Memoir Photos: Summer of 1986



After I graduated from Goucher, I left Maryland and stopped in Fort Worth long enough to grab a suitcase and duffel bag, filling it with enough clothes, books, and other stuff for my move to Austin.  My parents had to stand by as I made my post-college decision to not return to FW (at least not yet, not then).  I had more learning and new experimenting to do.  I worked at the UIL office and got turned on to group living in a handful of housing situations.  When I met Clarke and Peter, we seemed to get along as lovers of experimental literature, art happenings, and crazy music.  We formed a band, along with Peter's girlfriend at the time (now my good friend, Kendra) and the rock-and-roll drummer Lorenzo (who we had to force to listen to jazz and King Crimson for the sound we wanted), and later adding a math genius guitarist named Greg.  Our band name was Opiattitude.  We played The Beach and lots of house parties and the UT-art students halloween party in the fall of 1985.  We even got to play the infamous Liberty Lunch.  People compared us to the Talking Heads and The Residents.  This flattered us a bit.  I mostly danced and set up visual elements, like box springs/mattresses lit up onstage, and sometimes I did some vocals.  Somewhere a video exists of the Liberty Lunch show, but I've yet to see it.  In the late spring of 1986, Clarke invited me to drive up to Maryland with him, as he was moving to Baltimore to be with his girlfriend, Jennifer H, who was studying at the Maryland Institute of Art at the time.  The idea sounded great to me, because I was missing my college friends and was ready to quit the UIL job.


So when Clarke and I rolled into Balto, I reconnected with Julia F (she's the pensive new wave friend standing next to Debbie Reighn, who's looking at me in this b/w photo which was snapped on my college graduation day) and Sallie something-something, both of whom put me up for weeks at a time.  In between, I stayed with my friend Ceci Epstein in DC--Washington, that is.


I had lots of unscheduled time to practice some art, including making some stencils--which I still have and use for t-shirt prints every now and then.  Ceci and I bounced around the city, visiting cool bookshops, record stores, and Smithsonian museums.  This color photo of me was taken by her, outside of one of the National Gallery museums.  It's one of my favorite photos ever taken of me.  (Thank you, Ceci!)  Ceci was my punk rock maestra.  She turned me on to DC hardcore punk and got me into some fine (dingy, dangerous) punk shows back in the mid-1980s.  No regrets.  And i still have pretty good hearing ability, thankfully.  (Though there was that one show in DC, with Reptile House opening for the Butthole Surfers.  My ears felt like they were about to bleed off.)

By late June, an Austin suitor named James let it be known that he was missing me so much that he planned to visit me in the DC/Balto area and scoop me up to drive us to the national Rainbow gathering, which that summer was scheduled to happen in the Allegheny National Forest in Pennsylvania.  I was starting to get a huge crush on a Londoner named Sean F, who was visiting his architect brother in Baltimore, but it was too late (and seemingly too rude) to put James off.  James claimed to have done lsd all the way from Austin, hence he drove nonstop to be quickly at my side again.  Egads.  Oh my.  Whatever.

Before heading to the Forest and all the hippie forest Rainbow family folks, James relented to stop in the Philly area--specifically Phoenixville--so that I could have a few days to catch up with another great college friend, Debbie Reighn.  Debbie was so happy for my visit that she prepared way too much food; the uber-bowl of pasta salad was about as big as a Texas wading pool.  I was flattered by her enthusiasm and thankful that my college friendships seemed to be standing the test of time--one year after graduation.  Haha.

For the 4th of July, Debbie's ogre boyfriend--who resembled a real frog in a Kermit suit--lent her his fancy late-model car so she could drive me and my boyfriend into Philadelphia for a nice dinner and maybe some live music somewhere downtown.  The dinner was lackluster and overpriced--in a tourist district--and it was too crowded and too late to think about visiting some of the historical sites so we just opted to stop in at a punk/indie music show on the "bad end" of South Street.  That part was cool and fun, as we got to watch a local band called the Electric Love Muffins do their cute raucous set while their local fans got hyped and happy.  When we got out of there, it must have been around midnight, and the fireworks stuff was pretty much over, and the sidewalks teemed with pedestrians rushing to nightclubs, parking garages, hotels, home.  I appreciated the sheer number of Philly folks surrounding us, as crowds typically make me feel safer when I'm out at night.

But the climate changed suddenly, when we found ourselves stopped at a traffic light behind a car, and a horde of young people (were they all boys? were they actually teens?  how many?) swarmed our car and a brick (was it just one?  or was it just one that hit the windshield?) shook the vehicle and I rushed to close my half-opened window and was glad that my door was already locked, but felt a horrible dread as I jerked my glance over to Debbie's side of the car, and noticed that she was hurriedly locking her door, but her window--it was wide open.  And like a nightmare moment, the window was moving too slowly, as hands and lengths of boy arms were shoving themselves through it and reaching, grabbing, twisting, ripping.  OMG!  They were trying to get us, trying to grab at us.  Too late on my side, because my window and door were secured, and my boyfriend in the back was screaming, but he got punched in the face by one of the kids who actually shattered the back window to pummel James.  I was in a momentary stupor, and our car couldn't move forward, because there was a friggin' car stopped at the red light in front of us, and its driver probably hadn't noticed we were being attacked. So I yelled at Debbie, "Go! Just go!  Drive on the sidewalk, we have to go!!"  And I decided to honk the car horn, to make the car in front of ours wake up and run the red and hurry up, so we could get on and away, save our lives.  I'll never forget the look of hate in his eyes, as one of the kids screamed into my face, "BITCH!"

Finally, after what seemed like 10 minutes, the light changed and Debbie got control of the wheel, and we lurched forward, and we were trembling and the boys somehow slipped away and got left back there, though they'd gotten Debbie's purse, and had left their footprints all over the car.  And Debbie's blouse was ripped and it was hysterical for us, we were in a chaotic mind, and could barely speak, as the car did all the talking for us, screeching away from that attack and that near-death moment and the horrible 4th of July ending in the City of Brotherly Love. 

Monday, August 31, 2015

"Spillway Sonata" performances - Saturday and Sunday, August 29th and 30th, 2015


Photo credit, for the six images below, goes to Valley Reed.  Thank you to Debby Stein of R.A.D. (Riverside Arts District), Margie Gomez, Tijuan Muhammad of the Sunday Jazz Brunch Series at Shipping and Receiving, Ellie Ivanova (photographer for Saturday's performance), and to my courageous co-performers in this work, Linnae Nicolle Underwood and Tuumea Oxum.  And so grateful that Hassan Multi Conteh could join us to offer a powerful spoken word piece on Sunday afternoon.  





"It was a beautiful performance, I enjoyed it tremendously with my background in dance and improv. Synchronistic for me having yesterday watched a scene from the film Baraka with the Butoh dancers, so those images were fresh in my mind and came to life through your dance today. Thanking you for shining a creative light honoring the tragedy of Katrina and remembering those who were lost. They were also given voice in the dance. It felt very sacred to me. Beautiful work Tammy, made me want to dance again:) " -- Valley Reed, owner/director/teacher, Chrysalis Healing Arts, Dallas, Texas



"A moving performance of Spillway Sonata last night to commemorate the 10th Anniversary of the loss of Katrina, at Riverside Arts District in Fort Worth.  It also helped that it was a Mama Luna night (Sturgeon Moon)." -- Ellie Ivanova, photographer/artist, Arlington, Texas




"Loved the show.  Perfect venue." -- Kendall McCook, writer/author, Fort Worth, Texas




"Tammy, it was great to see this piece this afternoon - there's probably more to talk about than in our brief chat afterwards." -- Herb Levy




"Beautiful performance and awareness of what has been and what is and continues.  Thank you Tammy for your artful activism." -- Valley Reed, owner/director/teacher, Chrysalis Healing Arts, Dallas, Texas



Saturday, March 28, 2015

DRESS CODES World Premiere - tonight, Saturday, March 28, 2015


I am so excited for my co-director Crystal Dozier and I--along with over 60 collaborators--to be unveiling our new project with the DRESS CODES premiere event in Fort Worth, Texas.  This will take place in a beautiful space at the Amphibian Stage Productions Theater in the near south area of FW.

Join us tonight--the event is free and open to the public.







And if you feel inclined, please tweet us your comments, impressions, and PHOTOS!

Tweet us here:  we have future shows, readings, and, of course, the anthology publication release party!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Pussy Riot, activists. all in, 24/7, in American English. P.Arquette, activist. meh.




There are at least two video interpretations of the Pussy Riot song (their first in English), "I Can't Breathe," which could be seen as a tribute to Eric Garner and an outcry for justice for Garner, Martin, and so many others.  I like this version (above) more because it puts the focus where it needs to be.

Apparently, punk rock icon and musician Richard Hell invited Pussy Riot to his home, and offered to lend vocals to this track.  His is the voice reciting the actual final words spoken by Eric Garner.

Click to see the ditch burial version of this song.

And, for those of us in the Dallas/Fort Worth radio broadcast region, how about we try to get the new "indie" and "alternative" station (KXT-FM) to play this song.  No profanity in the lyrics, as far as I can tell, so it's safe for regular rotation.

Here's the station's online request form.  I completed it earlier today, listing "I Can't Breathe" in all three song title fields.


I also added the following lines in the comment section:

"NPR broadcast an interview with a member of Pussy Riot this past weekend, and also took time to play a lengthy excerpt from the song.  I figured there's no reason now why KXT cannot play this song in regular rotation.  Thanks."

And then, there's this.

#coalitionActivism


Thursday, November 13, 2014

Baby kittens need new home(s)

 I have a grey tabby, a Siamese with blue eyes, and then there's Pony--who's mostly white with a black spot or two and a black head.  They were born in late May/early June 2014.  Litter box-trained.  Friendly and playful.  They like to romp in the backyard in the mornings.  Pony is a fearless tree climber. 




Thursday, September 18, 2014

Memoir Photo: Vintage in Green Velvet

At this age, one begins to have a concept of self.  An emerging mental and emotional framework that allows you to sort flavors, images, and sounds, and propels you to learn the myriad ways you can respond to these increasingly fascinating stimuli.

I am a born Libra, with Venus as my guiding planet.  Venus rules in the area of Beauty, which suits me here in a sage green velvet jumper and matching anklets.  I have a strong attraction to natural materials, which means soft fabrics and wooden flooring.  Surrounded here as I am by the now-vintage furnishings and papered walls, I seem happily tucked into a corner of early 1960s American culture.  Those 45s (45 rpm vinyl records--hit song on one side and B-side afterthought on the other) were family treasures even before they came to reach cult and E-Bay auction status.  My mom has kept every single one of those singles--to this day they sit in their paper sleeves in a special cabinet here in Fort Worth.  Music was in my ears from the time I left the cradle, and those Mary Janes danced across the floor to keep step with my parents--who were West Texas masters of the jitterbug and two-step and bop. 

So if you want to charm me, amuse my curiosity, or simply get me to stepping, impress me with velvet in jewel tones, an expanse of waxed wood flooring, and rhythmic tunes that propel me to sweep across dance spaces as I've been doing for decades.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Painting for the "Nature Bats Last" exhibit - by Samuel Torres of Waco, Texas


So--instead of this fabulously inspired painting, which was
created by a gentleman painter named Samuel Torres
in response to a wonderful one-minute script ("The Warm Up") co-written 
by Dallas writer Julie Riggs and her 7th grade students at Lakehill Preparatory School,
what you'll see on the gallery wall instead is the following statement:

The painting by Waco artist Samuel Torres, which should have been hanging in this space,
may now be seen online here:




Co-curators Junanne Peck and Tammy Gomez apologize for this
inconvenience and the City of Irving’s policy of art censorship
in the 21st century.




To drum up some solidarity support, I sent an email yesterday afternoon to Mary Ann Kellam, president of the Irving Hispanic Chamber of Commerce regarding the egregious act of censorship on the part of the City of Irving. The City can't handle a work of art (painting by Waco artist --and U.S. veteran - Samuel Torres) that bares breasts, even if they're Mother Nature's nips. And EVEN though co-curator Junanne Peck had covered them with store-bought plastic green leaves ala Adam-and-Eve fig leaves, in an attempt to appease the Irving city staffers.  We still got the request (more like directive) to remove the painting from the gallery. ~ Dang, we don't try to offend. We just want to respectfully honor and present the work of esteemed and talented art folk. What's so wrong w/ that, City of UN-Irving?

If you want to share your opinions and thoughts about this, please use the online form for contacting the Irving Arts Board.  And do let me know if you hear anything back from them about this issue.
Thank you.